Only one regret

I was born into a loving, incredible pioneering of the faith family.

I never went hungry, always had clothes, good education, able to travel, married my soul mate, had 3 healthy, beautiful children.

Memories are vibrant in color and sweet in flavor. The branches of my family and kids, friends have been joyful, satisfying.

I live in a country where my freedoms can freely run, where I can fulfill any dream I dare to dream.

I have everything!

If I die tomorrow, I will have only one wish. That I spend every living moment walking with my God, hand in hand. The kind of walk that Enoch walked. They were such good friends, so intimate, there was no definition between the spiritual world and the physical. There was no time, no rules, no rituals, no religion, it was pure companionship.

One day, as they walked and talked, God took him. That was it, no needed explanation. Done deal, no transition, just another walk down the path of his life.

That is what its all about. That is all I am called to do!

Relax, enjoy Him, His presence and His creation. Why is it so hard?

Oh, how I long to do that, every waking moment of my life. That is my only regret.